Going through this once again,
fighting the feeling that there is no end.
But I can't give up, not like this.
Because my healing...I am not going to miss.
I cannot go by what I feel or see.
But sometimes that is so hard...Oh Lord! Please help me!!!
I cannot get through this without you,
for you are my only strength.
As long as you are with me...I know I can go the full length.
But each time it happens, I become more and more weak...
and for your strength and mercy, I always try and seek.
Sometimes I feel like I am speaking to the air,
like my prayers are not getting through.
But I know in my heart that is just another lie,
and none of it is true.
You have spoken to others and also to me,
that my healing I will receive.
You said it was inevitable, which means it cannot be stopped.
So I know now, that all this wasn't for nothing, the way that I have fought.
Written by, Lori Werner
November 25, 1998